Mark Owen - Confused lyrics

Sitting at home with my head in my hands Wondering what the day's gonna bring Sitting alone with my feet in the sand Been waiting for a change in direction Dreaming of days when the night never came Wishing for a night with no day Dreaming of a life where the bulb never blows Wishing to be left in the darkness Today I know where I'm going Tomorrow I'll be somewhere else This morning I'll be a somebody This evening I'm finding myself Well, are you confused? I guess you would be, so So am I Thinking of people calling my name But living life in solitude Thinking of receiving an OBE But it was over before I knew Thinking of kissing a girl in the park But I'd rather be walking my dog Thinking of teaching myself to play chess But I'd rather play drafts instead Today I know where I'm going Tomorrow I'll be somewhere else This morning I'll be a somebody This evening I'm finding myself Well, are you confused? I guess you would be, so So am I