I will just let the Let the beat talk to you for a second Just take it all in Look, look Get on Instagram, see my old chick a stripper now She different now and everybody say she get around But it's cool, I ain't judging you Gotta pay them bills, respect your hustle, boo, it's nothing new One of few, two of many, should've known from all the naked pictures you were sending Feeling empty, was it my fault? Maybe I made you too comfortable, those are my thoughts My mind lost, your guy, how much does time cost Can I get another 10 'fore I die off? 'Cause tomorrow ain't promised Went to record when I could've went to college Now we the big three and none of us is Chris Bosh'in sponsored links Quit joshin', honest, I'm just rhyming on the beat And you think that I'm a visionary? Little do you know, the mean life getting scary Losing faith, half my heart is in the cemetery Question why we here, trying to handle stress Will it ever disappear? Failure to my children is the only thing I fear Return to cloud 9 when I hear my fans cheer Ain't a thing, two years ago I had to wash up in a sink No hot water, it was cold enough to drink Two pair of pants, take 'em off when they stink When they stink Lived in a studio for 6 months Me and my girl on the couch and she ain't tripped once Couldn't count how many times we had to skip lunch Always searching for some change I could dig up Living off one meal a day Those are memories that I wanna seal away I'm never going back to that, I promise you I don't care what I gotta do Don't doubt the heart of a man Doing what I can just to market a plan 20 hour days then start up again Work myself to d**h, going hard as I can I can Don't judge a man by his status or judge all his decisions Haters always lurking, be observing from a distance I'm serving out permission to further doubt my vision So be of credit, why? 'Cause it motivate me My son' mom pray he grow to hate me I'm going crazy You don't wanna save me A different day, a different hotel Let's get away and get a hotel Pay for your hair and your nails Oh well, just blow a kiss and don't tell Oh well, just blow a kiss and don't tell Don't tell, shh Don't forget it It ain't where you been, it's about where you headed Where you headed Where you headed And you gotta keep it separate Won't get to you less you let it Unless you let it Unless you let it