Marissa Paternoster - Cool Party lyrics

So it's a charming disposition you could call it nihilistic And I thought that I would miss it while still wishing that I didn't But I wish that I could give it half as well as I can take it Still I'm learning how to fake it and I fake it But can't fake the fact that I I would fly you to New York just to watch you walk across Walk across a crowded room But I don't believe in nothing least of all my own intentions Still I wish the best for you For you, for you, for you Cool party it's like the best party, like I wish that I had something to wear But every word that I said was out of my head Out of my head, out of my head, out of my head What I meant instead was how can I give you what you ask me for If I don't wanna take care of myself no more No more, no more of that again So he's a fan, it's ironic As they say I still got it As I'm pale-faced and prodding Still performing with my pain arranged in front And I am not fine any more that I am on time And I'm late again for something that I can't ignore Like I can't ignore that I I would fly you to New York just to watch you walk across Walk across a crowded room And I don't believe in nothing, just not most things, just not lately I suppose that I wanted to, did you? Did you, did you, did you? Cool Party, it's like the best party Like I wish that I had something to wear I can't get out of my head Out of my head, out of my head And I can't give you what you ask me for I don't wanna take care of myself anymore No more, no more, no more No more, no more, no more Don't worry I'm not gonna do What you think that I'm gonna do Which is just flip out! Flip out!