MarioBeatz - Lost Without You (Part 2) lyrics

[Verse 1] Since when was it okay for God to take you away? It's too early, now the all the clouds are now grey Nana I miss you, I know I didn't cry when you went away But trust me, the pain was unbareable I held your hand one last time, I told you I loved you Can I have that moment again please? I need to tell you That I love you just one last and final time Did Grandad open the gates when you made the climb? Will you open the gates for me when I make the climb? The family was torn, I was torn, I didn't show it But my whole heart felt bruised and totally battered When cancer was taking over, you were so shattered I just wanted to take the pain myself, it was hurting me To see you go through that, I wanted you to be free Come back, please? It just feels like only yesterday That you lived down the road and I'd see you every day [Hook] I'm lost without you, I'm grieving right now My heart is hurting, are you proud of me now? I have your photo above my bed, so every moment I wake up I see your face, smiling at me, yeah That beautiful smile, your cheeky grin, damn If I talk to the sky, will you hear me out? If I pray at night, will you hear me out then? I need to tell you how much I really loved you I'm lost without you [Verse 2] I could imagine you were so scared and frightened To die and that tears me up as I think about it You were always there even if I kinda took a fit You loved me nonetheless, even if what I was doing Was so wrong, you'd still stand by me, viewing Like the time you lived only down the road from us Kayleigh went crazy so I left and I came down to yours To be honest, I was pretty scared, you were laughing You probably wouldn't of remembered it, but I do When Grandad pa**ed, you were free to do what you Always wanted to do, my little nana, you knew I broke down this morning, I'm crying writing this But it was cause of you, I think grief is hitting me now If I ever have children, I'll tell them all about you How amazing you were, I can tell my mam is lost Like her heart had turned to frost without you [Hook] I'm lost without you, I'm grieving right now My heart is hurting, are you proud of me now? I have your photo above my bed, so every moment I wake up I see your face, smiling at me, yeah That beautiful smile, your cheeky grin, damn If I talk to the sky, will you hear me out? If I pray at night, will you hear me out then? I need to tell you how much I really loved you I'm lost without you [Breakdown] So this is supposed to be the hook again but nah I'm nowhere near finished, I can't be finished yet My heart will always be forever in your debt Why? Cause you done so much for me, I'll never forget If I could of swapped places with you, I would I hope you did rest in peace, you deserve it I hope you look down on me after every single performance And smile at me, I hope, I'm lost without you [Hook x2] I'm lost without you, I'm grieving right now My heart is hurting, are you proud of me now? I have your photo above my bed, so every moment I wake up I see your face, smiling at me, yeah That beautiful smile, your cheeky grin, damn If I talk to the sky, will you hear me out? If I pray at night, will you hear me out then? I need to tell you how much I really loved you I'm lost without you