Marina V - Ghost Wandering This Earth lyrics

One step forward, hundred steps behind I guess my progress hasn't gone quite right Taking pills and reading books to just escape the day What can I say Maybe I am lost Maybe I am scared to see the truth I'm like a ghost wandering this earth I feel blind I'm a fire put out before its time I'm just a ghost wandering this earth I'm a ghost wandering this earth So this is what it feels like to lose track of time Sometimes it scares me yet it feels so right It's only the beginning but I'm ready for the end What can I say Is it best to fight and lose or never fight at all You never want to say you lost the game cause you couldn't win them all Is it best to dream a dream and hide it from yourself Or are you better off to take that chance and do the best you can I'll do the best I can...