Marillion - Beyond You lyrics

(music: marillion lyrics: steve hogarth & john helmer) If you were a baby i would take you and run I could hide you in the folds of my heart There's a truth in the madness that i can't get beyond And a fever that won't leave me alone I don't want my heart Don't want my head Don't want my friends Don't want my bed I can't live with myself I can't live with myself Can't take no help I try to want you But i can't get beyond you I will stare from the window At the shapes in the rain As the space between us drives me insane I can't live with myself I can't live with myself Can't take no help I want no one else If i was a child I would reuse to leave I would sit down on the street Kick my legs and scream I'm not much of a man but i know how i am I know this won't fade away I will pretend and be strong But i wonder where i belong And the feeling comes in waves A hole in my body.. aching Like a heart dying A soul crying Exhausted and insecure Took all you have and i still want more And i reach out to hold you, But all i do is hurt you, Hurt you I can't live with myself I can't live with myself Can't take no help I try to want to But i can't get beyond you If i was a child I would take you and run And i say i don't know... But i know And i say i'll go, but i don't let go You just spent the whole day Driving away