Maria - LETTER TO MAKAYLA lyrics

I know I hurt you When I did what I did But still without you I don't think I can live You're the only one That I have ever loved You were my shoulder to lean on When things got rough I know it was stupid And a huge mistake Will you please forgive me? I'll do whatever it takes I cried myself to sleep at night Knowing that I shouldn't I should have moved on But, well, I just couldn't But when I cheated Was when I realized Just how much you meant to me And still now and then The tears stream from my eyes It's been a couple of months And I still can't move on I just don't want to think That we are really done I was so scared to tell you I thought that I would lose you I highly doubted it But it came true I thought that we could work things out And build our trust back up But I think I really lost you And to even think that is really tough I compare other guys to you But none comes even close All they want to do is Hit it, quit it, then boast You really were different And that's what I liked You held me close On cold, summer nights Even as I write this Tears fall from my eyes I can't believe I did that to you Then turned around and lied You were the most precious Person in my life And maybe if I never did that We'd still be doing alright