Maria Mena - It Took Me By Surprise lyrics

I would react badly To the slightest hint of hesitance Hed bend awkwardly to suit my mood No word from his defense Id cry knowing how my tears Felt like acid burning through his skin Pushed every little bu*ton But the right one that would let me in Now hes afraid of me Hes afraid of me It took me by surprise The hatred in his eyes Ive pushed this man as far as he could go But he lacked the words to let me know He acted out, now I can see it is my fault I made changes that went unnoticed Sang songs for deaf ears He mistook my silence for punishment As it had been all these years Id cry knowing how my tears Felt like acid burning through his skin Now hes afraid of me Hes afraid of me It took me by surprise The hatred in his eyes Ive pushed this man as far as he could go But he lacked the words to let me know He acted out, now I- It took me by surprise The hatred in his eyes Ive pushed this man as far as he could go But he lacked the words to let me know He acted out, now I can see it is my fault