Marcus Velazquez - No Exit lyrics

While youre awake not sleeping I'm awake too constantly eat and feeding When you think im gone, im far from fleeing I'm seeping into your life and every proceeding Swing and sway from the scaffolding Rope rappel from the rafters In your sleep you hear condescending comments and laughter Those dreams you're after are shattered At least while in your own head Producing those uneasy thoughts Making you question your life and check you intentions Move like arachnids in the dark of night Do you want happiness or d** You could soak yourself in both, comatose Whatever sinks your capsized boat Beat yourself up for past lumps Lodged with a lump in your throat Unless by nature it's negative View the negative and violent visions that flood your brain Make you feel like a monster with malevolent intent Even though you cringe at the thought of hurting someone physically Are these dreams evil mirages submerging your psyche, stealing its innocence Its like telling you to breathe in liquid, why are they so vivid Like a pint of poison coursing through incisions, it can break you down Bogged down by bad dreams, and earth shattering screams Why is this, what makes this all happen Odd fascination with s** and power Why do they seem so important, and why are the linked Thirst for both in an unsafe manner at times Is it something valuable, is it tied in with self worth Do I want to beat someone to the punch, so I never hurt What ever it is, I don't f**ing like feelings like it Suspend it from the ceiling, swing on it like a heavy bag That's what bugs me, that's what it embodies The only thing I'll k** is the recluse