Marcus Velazquez - M's Space lyrics

'You are the literal definition of a f**boy' Well, sh**. Hit the lights and throw on Marvin's Room. When you like and hate me at the same damn time, You hit me with both feelings in nearly the same line. I guess since I always slide on you, then slide off, You feel like I'm never in your grasp, And you get slid to the side. Since I keep the whirlwind in my psyche on lock, It may feel like a personal thing since you're locked out, When in reality I keep my thoughts under lock and key. That's conditioning, fear, and the inability to put things eloquently in the moment, At its finest might I add. I just wish this all went better, I know you've been stressed out lately. I just wish this all went better, How many of your girlfriends hate me? Talking and kicking it in the kitchen, Dynamics slipping and switching so damn far. Poked at me and joked with me about being out of my league, Then fell so damn hard. Then it started. Come over and party, yeah we should just party, Kiss me, do shots with me, we should just party. f** and then feel her, do I f**ing feel her? She wants me to hold her whenever I'm near her. I never thought that I'd be so highly revered, When did it get so deep here? I hope that both of your bright eyes stayed clear. So angry you're calling me names, Then ask me if nothing can change, Are you sure every aspect can stay the same? Fall outs with me is nothing to cry over, Especially when you're not sober.