Marc E. Bassy - Kills Me lyrics

[Verse] I wrote this for you 'cause calling ain't gon fix what's been wrong We've been holding on for this for too long I would say your name, but really that's a secret to some Yeah, you got your alias pretty young And isn't that a modern story? Model house, this ain't a dormitory You've been in this fu*kin' scene since you were sixteen It's gon' take more than a year to wipe the slate clean But, woman, you'll always be my A-Team I fu*kin' love you, but we lied and cheated Jean's house is still undefeated Everybody all coked up and weeded Yеah, you got whatever you needed And lеt's be honest, those nights often repeated Played the victim role just to give myself the out Always keep our status in doubt I got the Four Seasons suite Four reasons to creep Called her next morning like, "I must've blacked out" We both know the truth, but we let each other slide I hate to say it, but that ain't the way to play it, now I realize We went too far, baby, can't get back And it kills me to think about that 'Cause we were perfect Down deep, but the surface was scratched My soulmate now forever detached And it cuts deeper knowing that your father just passed And I wish I was the bed where you crashed I wish I was the shoulder to cry 'cause you still on my mind But there ain't no goin' back to the past All I know is things will look up, keep your head held high And your next man, I hope he your last [Outro] I can't believe that it had to be this way I can't believe that it had to be this way, yeah Yeah, I wanted you forever and a day (Ooh-ooh) But the time never really went our way, mmhm