Mansions - Insulated lyrics

I've never felt so insulated nothing can make it past my skin and when you get so aggravated I can just close my eyes I can just shut my mouth I can just stuff my ears and never listen I never really ever sleep much but waking up's the hardest part always afraid I'll get that phone call telling me that you aren't here telling me that you gave up telling me you left it all like you said you want to and I would breathe a sigh of relief 'cause you're so mean when you wanna die I hang my head and I know why you have taken from my life everything that made me decent inside I've never felt so complicated bottle it up inside my mind I know that this ain't what you wanted never meant to waste my time never meant to be so blue never meant to take it out on me like you do and I would breathe a sigh of relief I would breathe a sigh of relief 'cause you're so mean when you wanna die I hang my head and I know why you have taken from my life everything that made me decent inside I am far from decent inside I have got these feelings that I just cant hide I am far from decent inside