Manic Street Preachers - Diapause lyrics

Is this just the beginning Or did I look behind As I missed your demise As I fell through the night I view you like a statue So tight and controlled With my heart by your soul Until you find a home I am not pretending but I’m turning away I cannot stay here with these debts I must pay I mapped out a journey to reach my broken heart Before I even started the plan began to fall apart I’ve built so many walls to keep these feelings true I’ve burnt so many bridges but not the one that Leads to you - thе one that leads to you I looked into thе sunset I screamed and I sighed I raised hope then it died so I ran and I lied I stood still for a moment paralysed The sky seemed so high as the world passed me by I can’t find a solution as decades unfold So callous as my standstill takes hold I mapped out a journey to reach my sunken heart Before I even started the plan began to fall apart I’ve built so many walls to keep these feelings true I’ve burnt so many bridges but not the one that Leads to you the one that leads to you