Manga Saint Hilare - Current Mood lyrics

[Sampled Hook] I shot you down, I-I shot you down Bang bang I shot you down, I-I-I shot you down Bang bang I shot you down, I-I shot you down Bang bang I shot you down, I-I-I shot you down Bang bang [Verse 1: Manga] Single man on a single bed, not giving a single f** I'm so sick of the silly thoughts that I'm thinking up Seem to be sleeping less cause I think too much Close my eyes like I've seen too much I'm looking for a blessing, have I sinned too much? Feeling singled out Tryna hold it all down but I seem to f** things up So I'm just sitting here, beating myself up My head's hurting just like I've been punched or rushed I'm tryna find my way up Looking in the mirror like it's me and you, fam So I'm f**ing if you don't like us All my thoughts whizzing round like they're in a rush Am I happy being sad or sad I ain't happy? I think these things all at once Can't make my mind up Said she love me but she gotta go, what? That's a mindf** Wait, what? You should've seen my face when the phone lit up Said she can't be around when I self-destruct Ah, b**h, shut the f** up I knew you wasn't down I don't know why you even bothered and got my hopes up b**h, I should've just seckled and kept my love gun in my holster I'm sitting on the edge of my bed, I'm in a mess Got my middle finger on my index on my temple Wish I could shoot these thoughts right out my head like bang [Sampled Hook] I shot you down, I-I-I shot you down Bang bang I shot you down, I-I-I shot you down Bang bang I shot you down, I-I-I shot you down Bang bang I shot you down, I-I-I shot you down Bang bang [Interlude 1] Matthew, I'm a bit worried about you, I've not heard from you for ages. Like no one's seen you here, where have you been? Why are you isolating yourself from everybody? It's not like you at all. Just get in contact when you can, yeah? Cause I'm worried about you. Alright, take care [Verse 2: Manga] I hate this room I wake up in State of it just mirrors the mindstate I'm in A lot of money going out, less coming in So I stay under covers and I overthink With this drink that I'm gonna sip Cause I feel everyone and everything Is against me, and I know I never win Tryna take manaman for a f**ing prick? Or is my mind just playing tricks? Got me feeling like a loser cause I never win And I'm never going out cause I'm staying in Cause I only feel safe when I'm laying in Bed, yes, f** everyone and everything For everything they've done, all they never did My phone keeps blowing up like a terrorist f** it, let it ring Cause I don't really feel like speaking Don't wanna hear your advice or preaching Feels like I'm trapped in freedom But I'm sitting on the edge of the bed, I'm in a mess Tryna blow these thoughts out of my head and just go bang [Sampled Hook] I shot you down, I-I-I shot you down Bang bang I shot you down, I-I-I shot you down Bang bang I shot you down, I-I-I shot you down Bang bang I shot you down, I-I-I shot you down Bang bang [Interlude 2] So I think that you want me to say things in this. Um, I don't really know what to say. Pizza, crackers and flip flops, uh, teddy bears, candy floss. So the office has been good. Up to where I'm at, you know. 25 seconds