Mandopony - They Rise lyrics

I can't shake the demons And I can't sleep at night I can't stop the screaming And I can't win this fight It was supposed to end after Five nights of hell Scars too deep will make you change I'm just surviving in my shell 'Cause there is no going back To the man I used to be I will never be safe And I will never be free No, there is no going back To a time before the fear No matter where I go, I know, The ghosts are all too near WHY WON'T THEY LET ME GO? WHY CAN'T I JUST MOVE ON? I GAVE MY HEART AND SOUL NOW EVERYTHING IS GONE IN DARKNESS I STILL SEE THE LIGHT OF THEIR EYES THEY HAUNT ME LIKE A GHOST AND IN THE NIGHT THEY RISE These shadows in my mind Are creeping deep into my soul I can't shake the past It lingers on and demands control Trembling trapped in memories They flash before my waking eyes It was just supposed to be a job But it left me paralyzed 'Cause there is no going back To the man I used to be I will never be safe And I will never be free 'Cause, there is no going back To a time before the fear No matter where I go, I know, The ghosts are all too near WHY WON'T THEY LET ME GO? WHY CAN'T I JUST MOVE ON? I GAVE MY HEART AND SOUL NOW EVERYTHING IS GONE IN DARKNESS I STILL SEE THE LIGHT OF THEIR EYES THEY HAUNT ME LIKE A GHOST AND IN THE NIGHT THEY RISE I CAN'T LEAVE THEM BEHIND I CAN'T SHUT THE DOOR I'M NOT WHO I WAS ANYMORE IN DARKNESS I STILL SEE THE LIGHT OF THEIR EYES THEY HAUNT ME LIKE A GHOST AND IN THE NIGHT THEY RISE