Mandopony - I Survived The Night lyrics

Thanks for the introduction I must say it's about time I'm certaintly not hiding Although I've been looking for quite some time You see I totally agree Sometimes to do good you must do a little bad So I learned from the best Told some lies to find the truth And by golly it works It's how I found you I've been tracked every which way And like you I'm just good at what I do Quality control It's what I did Of course you know part of my suffering was losing that too I'm not here because I'm scared I know your all ghost And with karma you interfere This is something I find disturbing See knowing karma is real is the only way I've made it this far in life Without fear See I was born with heartache So more suffering is never what I needed I've never hurt anyone intentionally Been broken hearted every time from the start But never giving up hope Never a victim I've seen the worst So I thought My family Something I'm not I'm not here to cause any trouble Just waiting for one truth in a million lies And to help you all out with a little quality control See I understand your concept But it doesn't quite work out as planned When those that you haunt Find out in the mist of it all The proof that you've all been wrong To pick on me Is I'll help you fix your damaged parts All I've ever wanted from my life is to make good of the bad So I guess this is all I have See as I write my songs I don't even know how or who I'm logged on Tell me that's not something wrong? I've kept myself silent Only because my love is real I've got to believe there is good in his oath to secrecy Yes I've been betrayed Broken to the core But my love for him is so much more So use my life To fix those you choose in your next audition Please put in a little more work I'd hate for this to happen To another just like me Whos of course made mistakes Along the way But never a victim Always finding hope And never hurting others Cause I knew everyone has their reasons for mistakes Were all human Except for you The perfect The 'good guys' You tried to k** my spark And yes you left a mark But little do you know I was writing songs about a ghost Even before I knew this man who calls me is wife As smart as I may be I just need a little simplicity I love him enough To not ever keep him from his true love Or live in misery No that's just not me And I'll leave quietly With one true answer from him I can handle another failed attempt at loving genuinely He's shown me all I've ever wanted to be And the world of you has taken it away from me But I won't be broken For I know my intentions I know my feelings for this ghost of a man Is all I ever wanted I've got a list of people who deserve suffering And believe me It's not me I've continuly pade for my mistakes As well as for others But don't you think someone else is about past due Please don't make these mistakes twice And don't mess with payback Believe me it comes naturally I'll share with you what needs to be fixed And hide it all in a song If that's all the good that comes from Messing with my life So keep on watching I will put on quite a show Just try to be more discreet Yes I can see the robo tracking underneath Sorry it's what I do I'm good at it So if your needing a helping hand And you've realized I'm not going to end my life Maybe you'll think twice And let me sing you all a song That will help this process along Just give me one truth One truth One truth I'm not hiding Why are you?