Dont know how to, start this sh**, write my darkest sh** The easiest, pullin me close, staying on my toes I dont know, will i blow? i might be gone forever If i didn't choose this path, would i do better God knows, the thing I loved was k**in me softly My hopes and dreams buried man that sh** I'll be costly Luckily im back in the groove and im starting to love it This game is a b**h, she startin to s** it Yall talking that rubish, we crabs in a bucket Like if I can't do it neither can you, thats why i do what i do, show em this beautiful view, of life Whose to say whats wrong and right Follow your dreams nothing more to life No frat, but my brothers there for life You know who you are and to those I haven't spoken Just know that page remains open, but im on, the next chapter So much to learn what about, the life after Feelings to deep sometimes the camera dont capture The pain expressed, thinkin bout those with less It makes it hard to look in the mirror but yet I have to Homegirl i have her Shes cookin, bacon and eggs, not beggin for head Ain't f**in with the b**hes back then, who left me on read Im pa**ed that, collecting this check now let me cash that They just following the bread, i got to set up mouse traps Im right back, sonnin rappers, tryna be the best father Treading this poisonous water, no competition, dont bother Im back to my ways, im back to my ways Im right back