It eats my inside This longing I've got in me It's meaning hiding from me I need to open myself This night is me Bearded and deluled Like an old man full of wisdom Waiting for my command Madness embracing me With claws it comforts me Wraps me in velvet Fills me with itself Guilt waves in me Try not to spill it These useless thoughts that Buzz In my ear like insects Now look at me In this cold whirl of reason Speaking of emotion Am I a lie I told myself I know I'm not in control Most of the time I know I'm not in control That's what you're for