Manboy - How The World Ends lyrics

I am ashamed today As I have been always It is printed on me I have grown within Always I've always been confused And it never Never seems to stop Don't you know how the world ends? Don't you know how the world ends? Don't you know how the world ends? Don't you know how the world ends? It never came true It never did I never got well I never healed I've been I've been trying to change But I don't know What I wanna become I am ashamed today This isn't what you want I know I will never be the boy You held in your arms I could see it in your eyes When I was a child A future like our past was But without the dirt