Man Must Die - On The Verge Of Collapse lyrics

Do I want to die? I have questioned my life's worth A thousand times Still nothing but a joyless smile An inner feeling of defeat Tears me up inside Spat out It's true what they say Never judge a book by its cover You don't know me one bit As much as you think My pain boils beneath the surface Leaving you to think that Everything's alright I'm on the verge of collapse My mind is ground zero It's the place where your future's your past Pronounced dead at the scene I'm living out a nightmare Not embracing the dream On the verge of collapse Chewed up spat out I am so good at being somebody else You don't know I keep it hidden Every day it takes its f**ing toll I'm sick of fighting this alone What have I done to deserve this I don't know I can't begin to tell you how this feels To see the world through my eyes It's like a noose around my neck You don't know I keep it hidden Every day it takes its f**in' toll I'm sick of fighting this alone What have I done to deserve this I don't know Infatuated with how I'll meet my end Resurrecting demons that won't stay dead Tear it all down