Man Alive - Trying To Pretend lyrics

I've waited outside your door Too long for it to make a difference anymore The things that I could do or say To make this state of mind of mine just go away Are all gone Chorus: And it's time to break up all this stony ground And it's time I just let the wind turn me around And I give up always trying to pretend that I'm okay This waiting game that I've been playing Isn't quite what I had had in mind And yet I find it should be over by this time Defeat is mine, and still I try [Repeat Chorus]