Restless in my bones, too much lead in my belly, oh Into my headphones the thrill of a hunter's song As I look through the train and the window and the raindrops I get rid of a ghost haunting me Every move used to be so slow, trying to be like you Any sign couldn't let me know, 'cause I had to see it through I never thought I could get out of this crowded hell 'Cause I'm not alone, I ain't the only one Drowning in doubt, hiding in my shell If you could only see that I am bearing all this fight To be honest on every side Every move used to be so slow, trying to be like you Any sign couldn't let me know, 'cause I had to see it through That's what you get when you sacrify your kid inside To be someone you will never be And I will never be like that.