Malina - Teardrops lyrics

Years ago I used to wander Felt so wonky on my knees I was feeling down and tired Always looking for relief And for a savior Who'd finally raise my darkest thoughts To the sun I used my teardrops To wash myself clean I had no restrain Now I won't be no more waiting in vain I know that I won't miss my train Yet the mood I'm in is frailty You're my force and my despair Will oblivion always help me Will you always be fair? How many black nights Of cold and ice that stroke me right To the bone I shed my teardrops To make more room inside and let you in Scared by the thought of going insane Those fears have been wasting my brain Years ago I used to wander Still I can't depend on you But it's hard to make my own way.