Malibu Barbiie Delish - Surrender lyrics

Everybody thinks I'm going mad Everybody thinks that I got something going on A bump to the head and it's good gone bad And I aint even trynna say I think they got it wrong Life is a game and I keep getting played Every conversation, they're throwing their shade I don't even care anymore that's the truth And everything I say and I do is the proof I aint gonna cry for ya, I aint losing sleep I'll sing a little song, tell you how it's gonna be Everything I do will be my own decision Anything you say, I aint even gonna listen I don't give a f**, I don't need your permission I'm fighting for myself, in my own competition Competition, huh, yea 'Cause even if I'm crazy, you can't get me now They keep going round and around, trynna knock me out So Imma put my hands in the air You will not break me down 'Cause Imma put my hands in the air I surrender, I surrender Is it any wonder that I'm feeling this alone My friends got my back until they stop and steal my phone And I don't really know which of 'em did it But I shouldn't even have been put in this position Trynna make money in a job that I hate Turning up late and I'm drunk, in a state Guess I got too damn good at hiding it Got a cake on, never not riding it And it turns out when it's just me I don't even know what the f** I'm trynna be Listening to Lana, looking in the mirror I could be a judge, or I could be a k**er Well maybe I was born to die too Maybe it's luck and I'm born to lose You can aim high, or you can aim low But you can't hurt me, I already know 'Cause even if I'm crazy, you can't get me now They keep going round and around, trynna knock me out So Imma put my hands in the air You will not break me down 'Cause Imma put my hands in the air I surrender, I surrender