Mal Blum - Counting My Breaths lyrics

Winter is over I think I got closure I mean, I got closer Than I was before All of my lessons So painfully sober You prefer Learning them The night before Yes, you do Everything I know I owe to perspective It's not as if you Weren't dancing all night Everything you know You owe to forgiveness Like, if you don't call me I'm not gonna die Alright? If you don't call me I'm not gonna cry No, I ain't But 1, 2, 3 1, 2, 3 I don't mean a word of it Counting my breaths And the steps to your house 1- 2- 3- 1- 2- 3 I don't mean a word of it Wonder how long until You figure me out Or not Winter is over I wish you were sober Or happy or different At all since I've left But every lesson I had to learn over I learned in the end When I learned for myself No one else 1, 2, 3 1, 2, 3 I don't mean a word of it Counting my breaths And the steps to your house 1- 2- 3- 1- 2- 3 I don't mean a word of it Wonder how long ‘til You figure me out Or not Or not Winter is cold now And all that I know Is how Love disappoints If you dare live it out Good then, I know What it takes to grow old So I'm going back home I'm not leaving the house Or: winter was hard We drove fast, we went far Stayed as long as we had to Didn't come back for weeks When we returned We went straight to the bar To an unfamiliar bed And uncomfortable sheets And dear Since I'm not home I won't mind if you leave One– two- three - I didn't mean.. Who said you could Count on me Counting my breaths Counting my breaths Onetwothree I didn't mean Who said you could Count on me Counting my breaths