Major League - Subject To Change lyrics

I enjoy the company lately but You and I are a crowd so I hope You can understand that tonight I wanna be with an old friend I've been missing If I hold this in just one more day I'm pretty sure I'm bound to break I've waited way too long to get this off my chest (But I know!) I've been barking up the same damn tree for the past two years And maybe this time it's no one else's fault But my own Believe me I'm sorry if you took things too personally I don't know where I've been for these past few months I can't believe that I got this low I've listened to the "Upsides" B-Side Looking for the answers to what you've been asking I've been preaching "Keep your Head Up, Kid!" When all along I've had mine buried in the sand and I think thats got to do with everything we never talked about People constantly change all around me The friends I had are completely different now They've all been hyped up on sh** and its making me sick It's getting painful to watch them fail I've been tracing these sidewalks Until these side streets got the best of me I'm a s**er for memories (And the way things used to be) I don't know where I've been for these past few months I can't believe that I got this low I've listened to the "Upsides" B-Side Looking for the answers to what you've been asking I've been preaching "Keep your Head Up, Kid!" When all along I've had mine buried in the sand and I think that's got to do with everything we never talked about I think I've gotten better at letting sh** go Like that time down on market Where we told Sixx I'm sorry Or that time that Mike B. stopped calling completely But let's be honest Who The f** Am I Kidding?