Suddenly you can live without me, you're no longer calling me up Hours pa** by without you, I can't stop myself from throwing up I'm woken up worrying, "Will you come back?" I can't sleep in past eight Then when night comes around I am desperate and wired and can't fall asleep till late 'Cause my psychotic vengeance is on a k**ing spree My neurotic tendency is just about to set me free I think of little excuses of how I can get to you I conjure up things that are abusive and how I'll be doing them to you Just 'cause we can't pull through I want to call you up and cry to you and plead I want to kick you down, kick you till you bleed I will bash your face in, I will take you up the a** I am gonna f** your world up and dwell on just the past 'Cause my psychotic vengeance is on a k**ing spree My neurotic tendency is just about to set me free I think of little excuses of how I can get to you I conjure up things that are abusive and how I'll be doing them to you God bless the next buffoon I lost 15 pounds and dyed my hair black to be your perfect girlfriend But you left me for a blonde with meat on her bones who makes mistakes now and then I find it quaint how you channel energy It seems as though you use it on everything but me Watch how interesting I will react Don't question love 'cause I swear I am so over that 'Cause my psychotic vengeance is on a k**ing spree My neurotic tendency is just about to set me free I think of little excuses of how I can get to you I conjure up things that are abusive and how I'll be doing them to you God, I hate my new tattoo