Uh huh, yeah, focus I'm haunted by nightmares all my n***as that died Homies in dark cells, I imagined they cried In a world of co*ks**ers and these b**hes that lie Jodi tryna understand what type of n***a am I? Asks me why I'm so quiet, what I'm holdin' inside "Somethin' wrong with you baby? Why you stare at the sky?" Told her I was just in thought, looking back on my life There was times I thought I'd never ever survive Never thought I'd live a day to see A time when I would rise above my enemies Maybe it's my karma and my destiny To makin' sure these n***as gon' remember me Once again it's on, rollin whether right or we wrong Ain't no hope for tomorrow, another shot of Patron Only live for the moment, we could die any moment Like The World Is A Ghetto, like my childhood was stolen Said a prayer for my n***as in the darkest corners We one in the same the way them cops beat on us Had a dream I was back inside of prison last night Hearin' voices screamin' get it like it's just your last night Tryna give these n***as vision homie Can only hope to God that they listen to me Cause you can take a look inside the sky See the times is real We was hungry so we started doin' crimes for meals I'm just askin' is there really any time to k**? Cause they k**in' us and still they want my kind to chill What the f** do these blogs know? Cuz I'm the realest n***a in the world yo Startin to really feel like there's somethin' missin' outta my life Got me holdin' on tight to these strippers at night Knowin' that I got a daughter home And it's really my job to keep her off a pole Sittin' in the middle of the kitchen comin' up with a plan Tryna raise my son to be a better man than I am Won't let him fall to these cold streets Victim of the system it's a ?? Can't believe I made it past the old me I lived long enough to be a OG In a Benz just staring at the world through my rearview Don't want to k** all these n***as but I'm prepared to Close your eyes if I'm with you you can see in the dark The industry is for the lames, dick-riders and marks It was obvious that I was built different from start And I'd never sell my soul just to be on the charts I'm a king that go that hard Half a key on the stove in a gla** jar Attracted by the lights and these fast cars Time to blast off like it's NASA Tell me how am I living in a world where it's cool to pretend If I die don't cry we probably never was friends Got love for my real ones in any event Get into the money still but never content Guess it's all about who you know Shout out to all my young ?? yo And if you gon' do it make a movie bro This the realest sh** that I've ever wrote In a mother f**in' studio