Ayo, straight up and down on the reel to real, if you Drug abusing child abusers don't get your sh** Right now, your children might grow up like this He was born in a jail cell, cause his moms was a con And in his mother's cuffed arms was a newborn timebomb But it wasn't his fault she was in the caged vault for aggravated a**ault On his eight-year-old sister As Mr. Daddy stood there, instead he should have dissed her And now mommy's found guilty Cause she almost beat her daughter to d**h for spilling a gla** of milk See Poppa was a boozer, momma was a drug abuser They were no-win losers And now Sonny's gotta struggle And another day of life to him's another day of trouble You gotta live this life for you to try and understand The diary of a hitman The diary of a hitman Sonny's making money on the norm and you know he's got another job When you see him with them leather gloves on He got a look in his eye like he wants to die Packing the nine double murder near his thigh 10 G's a head, whoever you want dead Will be filled with lead, and be buried in their own red He don't sleep at night, because he's just like an owl On the prowl and his lifestyle's foul A self-made boss and the thoughts of his moms and pops Is what really ticks him off A flashback from the past, dad whipping mom's a** For the cash, after that she hit the stash And takes a blast of the trash she was hooked on And Sonny felt helpless, as he looked on You gotta live this life for you to try and understand The diary of a hitman The diary of a hitman Sonny got a call from the mob It was 100,000 grand for my man to do a quick job The contract was plain and simple One in the mouth for talking, then two to the temple The address looked kinda funny But Sonny didn't care who was there, cause he was in it for the money He made his way to the crime spot, the victim With nothing on his mind at the time but to get him He arrived at 10 o'clock and didn't even knock He just shot off the lock And he kicked the door open Destined to smoke him, nope, Sonny wasn't joking He made his way up the stairs, and there's Mommy in tears, and daddy in fear But he didn't give a damn cause he never had a fam So now it's time to silence the lamb Momma took the first three, so now she's living drug free Cause she's put out of her misery And Daddy's on his knees yelling "Please Sonny please" But Sonny squeezed You had to live this life for you to try and understand The diary of a hitman The diary of a hitman