Maia Hirasawa - My New Friend lyrics

I got a new friend now I dont know, but I hope it is for real But somehow I really doubt 'cause she comes and goes Can never know for sure She arrives when Im alone She has beautiful plans And I am always strong And she makes me sweet and young, But when somebody else comes She doesnt want to come along I dont know why she doesnt want to come along I wish that she could stand Behind my back and smile When I dont know what I should do, do with all this crap But she never shows up, and what kind of friend is that Crying on the kitchen floor I dont know what happened But she wasnt there for sure And how can I, how can I know Is my new friend gone Or is she coming back for more I dont know why she doesnt want to come along