Magda Szredniccy - Before lyrics

I've become resistant to myself To my weaknesses and pain I've become the one who wants to live And just feel alive again I've changed myself I've become addicted to being strong Started out my second life And the remnants of your tears and smiles Shift deleted from my mind Without knowing how it hurts... I feel safe Without knowing how it hurts... I feel safe Is this What I Really Wanted?