{verse 1} Speaking by way that things go Or more-so, speaking by way that things (have) gone It's prolly bout time i pick myself up I'm havin' no luck This time around I feel it's appropriate to say i fu*ked up I let my mind wander through the muck and the dregs Ambivalent sentiments shroud around my sentience while my legs dry in sediment; Duck when i see love coming Now the whole world is mystery Indecisive all the time Know all the things that i won't do Know all the things that i want to I fear i'll lose hope soon Mag you were so cool Orlando's hopeful At least o_super's still hopeful Chillin in the garden eatin tofu But love is the sound of the earth {bridge} Love... (just wanna love myself) It's a fickle thing i feel (just wanna love myself) It's not real to me (just wanna love myself) Run (just wanna love myself) While you still can see (just wanna love myself) All the beauty (just wanna love myself) In everything (just wanna love myself) Run while you still can see All the beauty in everything {verse 2} A few strange mood shifts From driving off that toll road Runnin through a fashion square with no clothes My rhymes provide no quotes Now matter how many project files i archive, and opportunities i land, i'm still lost like no boats I wanna move to thailand after watching no reservations It's getting hard to feel again I'm running out of patience But lately i'm not anxious, there's no influence or anguish Collecting books on japanese I'll never learn that language I miss john farley And i miss playing kof I miss my best friends, shoulda' never left Post 2010 is a fall from heaven And the worst is there's no reason for a bleak depression Yet i feel so lonely And i know i'm not supposed to say that I'm supposed to lay back And take flack from everyone and everything We're all wearin' fancy jeans And brand name face masks And i could count on goro arms Some people who wear fake glasses And spend money they don't have To attend some fu*kin' fake classes Hang with fu*kin' fake friends And pretend that they're happy That's not the life i wanna live Let's start over from summer of 06' Yeah Heh {outro} Think that's enough