Mae - Novocaine lyrics

Why does every street here look the same? Yet there's so many here, see the faces, they're glad they came A city s**ing all the life in me So I've been using you to get what I need It's not so typical, so hypocritical for me to act this way But novocaine sets in and I pretend the real is fake See the (marcher?) strike up his band to play The music screams in me but I don't hear a single thing Oh, novocaine Just get it out of me, it's getting hard to breathe again I'm going insane So in the state I'm in, I'd give in to almost anything I'm not the monster that you claim I am If I could shed some light in here, then I could make you understand It's not this atmosphere that makes you become What it is you hate the most, 'cause being dead is feeling numb Oh, novocaine Just get it out of me, it's getting hard to breathe again I'm going insane So in the state I'm in, I'd give in to almost anything Novocaine This is the way I feel, just another vicious (?) Spinning, spinning, spinning, spinning, (inside of me?) The weight of it can crush you, still you (?) There's light here at this tunnel's end All I can do is (?) give it away till you feel something And let the light in I'll keep on searching here 'cause I think I could Just get me off the streets of hollow Hollywood All systems in place I'll keep on searching here 'cause I think I could Just get me off the streets of hollow Hollywood All systems in place (?) (?)