Mads Veslelia - The Dark Light lyrics

[Chorus: Anna] Out of the pain, into the light Don't let it hold you back It ain't easy, but you got to try (got to try) Out of the pain, into the light Don't let it hold you back It ain't easy, but you got to try [Verse 1: Mads] It's never easy, to lie through the truth [?] But I gotta try, been livin' in doubt for so long Don't know if I see a light I've seen sparks And sometimes that's just a deal that was brought [?] Both our yesterdays are not [?] Even though what I saw was a clear blue sky You have a good day, I have a good minute I just can't hold on longer, I can't go with it I go back to the dark place again Where no one can see me And if you haven't seen it It's hard to believe it So 'course you can't feel me The sun was haunting me And I just can't keep running Should I just lay down Let it to call [?] But wake up and mostly feel nothing I thought I skipped the memories That I was rockin' tough [?] Somebody show me some love today So now I'm stuck in this evil f**ing with the darkness All these startled feelings [?] The fall didn't k** me So if you wanna say hello to [?] Yes, I can say I'm greedy They say "don't let 'em hold you down" But what if it's not them, but me? Gotta fight myself, but how? [Chorus: Anna] Out of the pain, into the light Don't let it hold you back It ain't easy, but you got to try (got to try) Out of the pain, into the light Don't let it hold you back It ain't easy, but you got to try [Verse 2: Mads] You always had someone to hold on to To pick up a phone, and call whenever you want to Look at me, who can I call if I need money? If I need a right hand, or just a clean mommy? But still there's a lot of people expecting a lot from me You really have no idea, so what's so funny? You think your life s**s, but you don't want to change You [?] and complain, but could have been worse But f** are you It's hard to keep it up, when you don't want to When you no longer want to be good or show love, you Just want to sit there, act like a b**h and You already cried and so there won't be a new day Sometimes I stop to think What the hell have I become? Sometimes I regret, that I ever stopped to run Sometimes even I, even I can see the sun But then again it goes dark, and feeling goes numb [Chorus: Anna] Out of the pain, into the light Don't let it hold you back It ain't easy, but you got to try (got to try) Out of the pain, into the light Don't let it hold you back It ain't easy, but you got to try [Verse 3: Mads] But then I find something, something to keep me up and fighting And the first thing you would guess is my music and all this writing But that ain't the case, cuz the music ain't affecting me I affect the music, so what you hear is me, not a melody I got to form a light, something you can perform inside Find a answer for then stop it Gotta think back, just and I See things different You used the darkest light, got away from a clique, and the sh** That blacken a soul, be white Look at me, I'm like a bat in this b**h I'm walking backwards and sh** Started the first track with suicide And end it with a happy ending How could I feel doubt? I coulda been dead instead But I got a new feeling now It's not that hard to keep and stand and fight It's harder not to have anything, like a goal in sight So instead of sittin' there waitin' for life I say love to the light is black, but it's somethin' So I go [Chorus: Anna] Out of the pain, into the light Don't let it hold you back It ain't easy, but you got to try (got to try) Out of the pain, into the light Don't let it hold you back It ain't easy, but you got to try