Mads Veslelia - Good Night lyrics

[Verse 1] Point the finger, I'm a f**ing coward May be a better solution, but I'm out of power A gun on the floor, and I can smell powder There's a squeezing sound in my ear I feel tired Trying to reach the kitchen table, but my legs are weak What the hell have I done? I'm a b**h! I try to dial the number, but my view is blurry I wanna scream, but then... again, this is what I wanted [Bridge] Feeling so low Someone at the phone People on the do' Mama screaming no I don't really know What is really going on I'm bleeding on the flo' And I'm thinking kind of slow, but This is how it goes- A big pile of roses What I notice [?] And my dream's so hopeless My smile is bogus So all I know is, I'm dyin' Bye, friend [Chorus] I'm, (I'm, I'm) a f**ing coward, give me power So, (so, so) I can stand the rain and fight 'em Why? (Why, why) is my mind so hooked on dyin'? I'm, (I'm, I'm) not gonna make it through the night [Verse 2] I know what the critics' gonna say The kid got talent, but this EP, is way too f**ing overplayed Every rapper out there, can scream like a six year old Just give 'im a kiss, and sh**, he'll be okie-doke And what's the deal with being pissed for no goddamn reason? Do you forget your lucky pills and how it f**in' be's when [?] Someone tried a handout A helping hand You look like a whiny brat, still stuck in kindergarten Now you're trying to say you wanna commit suicide You stupid guy, you choose to die, then you're a f**ing loser, why Are you still alive if you are so stuck depressed? No luck, I guess, a f**in' mess To try to get some lives to match You're greedy for attention, and sympathy Don't you try to say these are metaphors, simply You gotta stand by this, until the day you die And that's the day when I Will respect your cry [Chorus] I'm, (I'm, I'm) a f**ing coward, give me power So, (so, so) I can stand the rain and fight 'em Why? (Why, why) is my mind so hooked on dyin'? I'm, (I'm, I'm) not gonna make it through the night [Verse 3] Furthermore, I never planned to release this song But someone told me "stay real", so now I'm being strong Cuz I feel like someone out there can k** my thoughts And if not I can still live when I'm gone Drowning, but I'm trying to be honest Cuz I'm dying, and I'm fighting with my mind And I am crying, and no lying I'm a tyrant, f**ing lying But my timing, I'm a giant [?] I ain't drying, I'm a client, in this riot, quiet [Bridge] Feeling so low Someone at the phone People on the do' Mama screaming no I don't really know What is really going on I'm bleeding on the flo' And I'm thinking kind of slow, but This is how it goes- A big pile of roses What I notice [?] And my dream's so hopeless My smile is bogus So all I know is, I'm dyin' Bye, friend [Chorus] I'm, (I'm, I'm) a f**ing coward, give me power So, (so, so) I can stand the rain and fight 'em Why? (Why, why) is my mind so hooked on dyin'? I'm, (I'm, I'm) not gonna make it through the night [Outro] I scream to the sky, I don't wanna die [x3]