Mads Veslelia - Dumb Kid lyrics

[Verse 1] A little kid with nowhere to hide This is it, he's ready to fly So sick of feeling weak inside He wanna quit, yup ready die Wanna sleep, eyes open and wide, why? Hearing screams about pills and they fight, I Kinda think you get the picture no sci-fci How can I deny or lie, I needed someone to dial And the angel came Full speed on the road, she was heaven sent And what I needed the most, the second chance To get out the home, yes something had to change Now I'm grown, and I'm filled with ammo So cold but I'm k**ing them all Stay low, cover the beat in snow I am dreaming infinite, so I am scheming to get it, let's go [Bridge:] I'ma crawl I'ma sin, I'ma walk to the end never lay down I'ma fall, I'ma spin, I'ma hawk in the wind, I'ma stay out Of anybody's business, I don't wanna jinx this I'm ok now Up in the booth making noice in my room, I'ma prove that the boy with the blues got the choice to be good [Hook:] I guess that I must be some kind of' dumb kid Chasing things that I will never gon' get But all I know is I am so done with Doubting my power, and I'm just honest When I Feel down and I'm outta my mind And when I Feel blind and I'm outta my shine And when I Feel time put me outta my prime I gotta dig down, gotta find my spine I fight a Big war and I'm walking through hell, but the walls gave me balls like a turtle shell I ain't soft anymore, no eternal jail, yeah learn and I fail, but I'll never be pale Man I bail [Verse 2:] From the weak sh** Yeah I said it, at 7 I couldn't fix it They couldn't help it, to hell with the ail addiction I needed shelter from parents who couldn't fit in I was leaving the doom, living in my grandma's I found peace in my room, but I was missing a piece, I needed something to do Saved all the cheese, then bought a mic and the tools to tryna express true feelings of blues Mix it up with a little bit of attitude, I'ma sporadic dude, but in the attic I was rapping automatic No nomadic, fanatic, I sat inside making static Used to be lonely Cause outside of the room, people picking on me I had my idols and that was a f**ing towel for the tears on my cheek I'm that kid with dreams and rap magazines [Bridge:] In my head when I practice, I imagine fans So many shadows, all I hear they screaming “yeeeah” The remote is mic tho and the floor a stage Up in the booth making noice in my room, I'ma prove that the boy with the blues got the choice to be good [Hook:] I guess that I must be some kind of' dumb kid Chasing things that I will never gon' get But all I know is I am so done with Doubting my power, and I'm just honest When I Feel down and I'm outta my mind And when I Feel blind and I'm outta my shine And when I Feel time put me outta my prime I gotta dig down, gotta find my spine I fight a Big war and I'm walking through hell, but the walls gave me balls like a turtle shell I ain't soft anymore, no eternal jail, yeah learn and I fail, but I'll never be pale Man I bail [Verse 3:] But when the rainfall made you hateful And the rainbow nothing but grey, yo And there ain't no other way to get away from Pain and the raindrops, then get a raincoat You don't gotta wait for somebody to come out here and save yah And be grateful cause nobody gave you Anything served on a plate so I remember the time when I was sitting inside And just thinking about suicide And now it's been a while, I still live in a cloud Filled with doubt since I've been a child But the chaos is under control, I got a purpose A gun I no longer hold The remote is my microphone, I squeeze it in my hand so hard I can feel my pulse Man I'm dope