Made Of Hate - I Can't Believe lyrics

I know the life could be really hard to live In the way you've always wanted it to be There is no glamor, fame only ice and flame Rude awakening at the dusk I told you not to let it get you You told me: I won't forget you I didn't know what was going on Even now it's still unknown I know the love could be based on lie and sin Breaking all rules that's what it is Sometimes it also fades leaving empty space Don't trick yourself: it's what it is I can't believe, I can't accept I can' t believe that you are dead I got a call from friend I remember shaking hands A drop of cold sweat on my back He told me you were gone they found you laying dead I was in shock and still I am My dearest friend of all I will regret your fall Why didn't you let us know? You were not alone in this conflicted world But you chose to let it go...