How did I fall How did I come to this? I have thought past was a past Now I'm taking a look into the gla** Searching for a light Some kind of my delight Which I can't find Now I can see myself In the mirror of my sins Wind recalls my deeds An abstract of my life All is spoiled and destroyed Now I see what I have done As I stand here, I'm living dead My heart is black and soul is fading Is it real? Or is it sum of all my fears?