I can't adjust to this new way of livin I've always been a product of the street, crime drivin I came up under older n***as up to no good What I don't know, you was nuthin in your own hood Baggin up Manilla envelopes of weed Likin bag after bag, until it made my lips bleed You want your sh**, slide your money under the door And if you try somethin funny, you get wet up wit the 4-4 I used to be on 4 corners bustin all nights To the sun up, not afraid to hold my gun up Started sniffin bags of Brown Smurf Dennis "the" Mennace Stickin n***az, now just let me finish 5 years later, i'm trapped up in this game sh** Faces change, but it's really all the same sh** These young Boston Ma**. n***az taught a city yo Eight floor, Superior Court, they lockin n***az up I heard the soundz form the steel door slamin I heard the soundz of my n***a Tee's gun jamin My n***a Rock, Damn near died up in my lap And should'nt nobody have to go through that I'm FED investigated, got drama in the streets I'm doin d**, and tryin to rap and f** beats Every other day be like runin from the jake Don't wanna see my dog like that, outta way It's gettin so, I can't even shed tears Forget all that, let's talk about these last 5 years I never took for granted why i'm still breathin A family is for somethin, but I don't know the reason I survived through all the agony and pain Of years pa**, dodgin d**h when you call my name It's over dog, it's a new time, new era Almost got 15 years for 3 letters It's f**ed up, the FED's got you snitchin on a ho No stay of execution, cause n***az ain't comin home I lost about 100 n***az to these streets My lifestyle's changed, but i still hold heat I'd rather be judged by 12, than carried by 6 Colect calls, n***az be sendin me flix I'm older now so that means i'm much wiser Stay 1 step ahead of the game, my pops is liver He always said grave don't have no fear He always told me hey don't trust no b**h He said make sure you take care of your moms And most important of all, hey don't be no snitch These are the words that i live by That's why i'm still here After 15...