Maddy Ellwanger - "PITY PARTY" lyrics

Terrified of the night time because Of the things I might find like i'm Avoiding my own mind and I Can't escape these bad things this time I'm amused and confused By the fact that you're lying 'Cause you have no ambition And you're not even trying Then you look at me And I just start crying Because who know's what wrong with me Maybe I'm dying If you were me You'd be consumed by the fright That you'll never ever live up To the power and the might But that's why your life is yours And mine is mine You wouldn't last a day 'Cause all you do is whine I don't know what you would do If you were me and I were you 'Cause all these things that i'm going through Are truly sick and my mind is doomed I guess you could say that i'm breathing But inside my lungs are heaving And all of these thoughts that I have been thinking Are more like the ocean and i'm the one sinking I'm lost, I'm lost And life's so confusing To everyone else my pain is amusing I don't know, I don't know I don't know what i'm doing Just leave me alone I need a second, excuse me I don't know what you would do If you were me and I were you Cause all these things that i'm going through Are truly sick and my mind is doomed Being stressed and depressed It gets to your brain It eats through your eyes And it drives you insane But if only you knew All the knowledge you'll gain You wouldn't feel bad For being sad and in pain I know that it s**s and that this world is sick And it's all about judging and labeling quick People, you'll find that they'll scream and they'll kick At the end of the day it's a game, it's a trick Our corpses are rotting And we have been plotting Our blood has been bled And there's no way we're stopping With the plans in our head And the word's that have been said No one ever listens until someone's dead But by then it's too late and you've f**ed up their fate "Oh they were so beautiful, this world's full of hate" Maybe if you would listen You'd find that our minds are like prisons We're trapped and no one can get in And it's hard to make a decision (x3) Welcome to the Pity Party You can sit with me We're wicked sick, our minds are quick That's how we like to be Welcome to the Pity Party Ain't it great to be Life's a bore, it's nothing more Just you wait and see