Madder - The Best Of Us lyrics

CHORUS So Long Problem I have seen enough I have seen it tear apart & break away the trust So long brother I have said enough I have seen The Best Of Us go down & not come up The Best Of Us go down & not come up The Best Of Us go down & not come up VERSE 1 I remember when & where I was when I had had it Barely weighed 100 pounds when I wound up at my dads crib When I told him I was an addict Ima neva forget that sh** He panicked & ran quick to the phone & called his damn chick They came up with this plan it- Involved me takin a van trip But I was just son damn sick - I could barely even stand, sh**- I managed to sandwich my a** into that van with- The Daughter & the Grandkids - Of the lady, who was my dads miss They drove me to a land which - would be just like a bandage For broken souls wit no control with dope & blowin xanax Which I had taken advantage - For so damn long the damage Was so bad that I didn't know that I could eva go back to an average Life after livin savage, after all that had just happened But thats when I met Adam, the man that we was travelin'- To & he was cool he looked at me & spoke some truth. He said look dude if I can pull thru this then u can do it too & I JUST KNEW! CHORUS So Long Problem I have seen enough I have seen it tear apart & break away the trust So long brother I have said enough I have seen The Best Of Us go down & not come up The Best Of Us go down & not come up The Best Of Us go down & not come up VERSE 2 I ain't never need a crutch until I rolled a joint They said deception cuts deep well now I know the point I was never fearing, I could never trap Always loved my parents, did it behind they back Yeah I ate the apple, f** it I was hungry f** it I was lonely, thought I needed something Damn I miss the garden, what I really started Want to live and rap, they want b**h I'm back Xans have been pulling me closer Cops have been pulling me over Sat in a cell for a weekend No one to call I was tweaking Then as I sat I drew back all addy and acid goddamnit I cracked I could never go back hit the pavement and splat All my days were so flat ‘less I'm facing my pack, yeah This ain't the sh** that I wanted I dont know how to go forward I let the deadliest enemy enter my life when I sit in a fortress But f** I'm s‘posed to do bout sh** I can't control I know Im hoping that I slow my roll or overdose it broke me, no CHORUS So Long Problem I have seen enough I have seen it tear apart & break away the trust So long brother I have said enough I have seen The Best Of Us go down & not come up The Best Of Us go down & not come up The Best Of Us go down & not come up VERSE 3 Yo I know dudes who started usin blues & thru abusin grew immune to 1 or 2 & soon a few was too few to trip Asked from doin em & choose to use some goo that oozes from balloons on to a spoon a**uming u consume a few drips Drew the fluids into tubelets all while viewin what vain to hit Cuz they blew the others thru it Thats no bullsh** cuz if u slip when u shoot sh** It could bruise which truthfully won't usually do sh** but if u get a contusion on your arm then u could lose it That was my life this is true sh** - That is why I do this music To provide my story to kids - Cuz if I might reach some students Who take my life & they use it - Like a guide like its a blueprint That sheds limelight on improvements - Then his life might jus be cool since In this hindsight give solutions - Even finite little clue/tips Which provide mite to some stupid - Little pint size shrimp who knew if He tries china white, blues, or boozin - His life might wind like that dudes did And if im right with this news then - I guess I write in conclusion... Yo... CHORUS So Long Problem I have seen enough I have seen it tear apart & break away the trust So long brother I have said enough I have seen The Best Of Us go down & not come up The Best Of Us go down & not come up The Best Of Us go down & not come up