MadChild - Crash Landing lyrics

Feeling like a man who can't escape (Crash Landing, f**) Standin' on the planet of the Apes Found me as a phantom with the cape At a bus stop bench with the [?] can of pain Started out a brave white falcon, quite something You could hear the angels singing and the gold trumpets Some how lost my way, no compa** Now I'm older lonely and no comfort Bodies on the piece but he won't dump it So complex making up my own contests Dime and destiny has not been sculpted So I'm standin' in the mirror and I'm staring at the culprit Younger me lookin' at a sold out bathing ape Reason I ain't dead, cause my tongue is like a razor blade Voices in my head, laughing at my ugly ways Eyes teared up as I hear em sing amazing grace All I want to do is write rhymes and watch movies Keep my doors locked and these lines fly through me When the rent ain't payed apartments seem roomy And my heart like my art come back dark and gloomy You don't wanna feel the terror in Mad's shoes Everyone that called become the bearer of bad news Used to walk around like "Son you can't touch us" Now every time I fall loved ones become crutches Loved ones become crutches Yo These pills are bone crushers Real fears that the children get f**ed So we get filled up, Kid spills his own guts Suicidal Thoughts that filled up my head The government, they got billions on debt Civilians lives wrecked Millions I've spent Now the only things I own are the feelings I've left There's a war goin' on inside, no man is safe from Evil thoughts I thought I can't escape from They say gods happiest when his children are at play The suns up, I plan to live another day Live another way Give it up and say what I feel to the rhythm of a beat Now the prisoner is free And the prisoner is me You get it?