MadChild - Still Me lyrics

[Hook] Sometimes I feel I'm inventing my stress But I will not stop cause I really can't rest I've been a long way but I don't know, no, just how long I'm still gonna go And I feel no pain, no I have grown Cause I am still me [Verse 1: Illucid] Sometimes it's hard for me be to find out what inspires you You got a narrow mind you need to find a brighter view You need to see it from the road like riders do Thats why we pushing of, cause all of this is inspite of you You know we do this for the ones who are down, from day one Stuck around now they up in the crowd , the same ones And I'm looking at the world with a different lens Many different cities now we roll with some different friends I guess it just depends, me I don't ever change Just the same dude that was rapping in the seventh grade I never went away, even when I went away I ended up on center stage and I never put the pen away I do it everyday I never really get to sleep I´m always thinking music even when I finally get to sleep Don't ever ask just what happen to the real me Cause after all that happen it´s still me [Hook] Sometimes I feel I'm inventing my stress But I will not stop cause I really can't rest I've been a long way but I don't know, no, just how long I'm still gonna go And I feel no pain, no I have grown Cause I am still me [Verse 2: Mad Child] My worst enemy is me it seems there's no doubt about it And even when I'm all alone it's like my house is crowded Life's a f**ing rollercoaster it's a long ride And if you thought I would quit you picked the wrong guy I got a lot on problems, most of them are mental Ferociously which radiate from an explosive center Five years I was nothing but a walking zombie Now I'm back I know I'm lucky so I'm talking calmly But you won't understand the pain just below the surface Deep depression my reflection now to me is worthless I feel like I have been abandoned, a stranded hero And now I'm labled as a bandit in a land of zeroes But I ain't trippin' fuel injecting sitting idly Excitedly colliding with the monster that's inside of me Madchild I'm from the league of the demented Back to finish up what we originally intended [Hook] Sometimes I feel I'm inventing my stress But I will not stop cause I really can't rest I've been a long way but I don't know, no, just how long I'm still gonna go And I feel no pain, no I have grown Cause I am still me [Verse 3: J Thorn] Man I'll k** me, you know I still be Doing the same things I was doing since I was brewing my first beats And before that scribbling on my loose leafs I'm still the same dude though I've inherited new beefs This ain't a fad I still rap with my brother Tell them we been writing tunes since people were wearing cross colors But now we gotta react or they pull us under attack Of the paranormal like we were the ghostbusters Yeah we impress a little better when flexing ??? ??? ??? Got a little more money but not enought that could change me Working twice as hard as ever, but guessing you wouldn't blame me Unless you my competition and then you might wanna hang me I let the story write itself going day to day Cut me like a razorblade pushing it in a major vain We on the verge of something big, but I will stay away If it means I won't be able to be the same J [Hook] Sometimes I feel I'm inventing my stress But I will not stop cause I really can't rest I've been a long way but I don't know, no, just how long I'm still gonna go And I feel no pain, no I have grown Cause I am still me