MadChild - Do or Die lyrics

This is the realest sh** I ever wrote What's fear? fear is an emotion what is d**h? Dark and mysterious art of a lyricist Misguided angel I'm dangerous period Life's simple perish or you own it Bury your opponent and cherish every moment Mad shots fly like a helicopter Plus I am still hella sick tell a doctor I'm revitalized please don't idolize me Only one GOD The ceremony of our innocence is drown Seeing evil clowns And they're dancing all around I don't cry at funerals I cry during movies There is something wrong with me I'm deeply wounded This is do or die Try it with a ruined mind I have slept with more than two girls committing suicide Look into the mirror Memories of monsters Grip the sink blood rushing out my nostrils I'm thinking about the pain that I've inflicted Entering the world of shame become a victim I feel d**h circling no plans of leaving look into my eyes see a soul barely breathing [Hook:] What's fear? fear is an emotion Love is an addiction d**h is when the soul leaves the body When the spirit leaves the shell Make home heaven cause this worlds a living hell What's hate? hatred comes from jealously and greed Everybody take more than everybody need Be the devil's play thing or pray up above Pure hatred also stems from true love I've lived part of my life Po' like Edgar Allan My friends taught me I should never go to Shutter Island Cut gla** like a diamond And I fall through the atrium My life's falling apart The shards in my cranium Sharks in my aquarium My body in a pine box Too heavy to carry I'm just buried over here Plus he was never married No kids so who cares No mercy in this universe You had some good years And there right through there Is a bright light and tunnel Because of your grandma your aunt your uncle They all await you This world overrates you And fate is a cruel joke but where can he break through My breath has finally returned to my chest Never played by the rules so I had to cheat d**h You believe in second chances If you change your circumstances Cause for everyone that fails means another one advances Prevail had no father doesn't mean that he's a ba*tard I got love from my momma sister grandma my grandpa Family history of cancer illness and deficiency So every day above ground I take that as a victory [Hook:] What's fear? fear is an emotion Love is an addiction d**h is when the soul leaves the body When the spirit leaves the shell Make home heaven Cause this worlds a living hell What's hate? Hatred comes from jealously and greed Everybody take more than everybody need Be the devil's play thing or pray up above Pure hatred also stems from true love