MadChild - Day And Night Remix lyrics

Ya It's Madchild AKA Misguided Angel AKA Ghost Rider AKA Silver Surfer AKA Mr. Lost [Verse 1] Day and night, I pray to God I'm not losing my mind Look in the mirror, I know something's wrong Cause my reflection is not quite the same (same) Now look at me, Madchild I'm not the man I used to be See I had things popping off in the past Then I started taking pills that kick my a** (a**) [Hook 1] Now he ain't right, the lonely stoner seems to free his mind at night There's people all around but he don't mind He's got no bo*er when watching p**no at night (a-a-at night) Day and night, the lonely stoner seems to free his mind at night He's all alone inside this crowded house He's on the couch popping pills till he's pa**ing out [Verse 2] Hey yo I got this crazy habit, this pill I gotta have it Thank God I got my family, walls closing in around me I'm trapped, can't get around it, it get my heart start pounding Sometimes I just can't stand it, yup till I re-up I panic I got to got to get it, this sh** is so pathetic My neck and back is sweating, damn, can't feel this bad already Get the word, hands are steady, make the place to meet I'm ready But I don't want to look too anxious Don't want to have to meet these gangsters They about as tough as hamsters but they packing, I'll take my chances Everything turned out okay, got my pills, I'm on my way Now I'm ready for the day, I hate having to live this way [Hook 2] Pain is deep, I'm self-destructing and my fear is me My girl's still hanging but just by a thread She's scared that she'll wake up and I'll be dead Cause things ain't right, the lonely stoner seems to free his mind at night He's watching movies till the morning light He's popping pills until he's higher than a kite [Outro] Higher than a kite man That's the way i've been for The last three and a half years It's costing me like 4 or 5 hundred dollars a day To get high everyday. Do the math motherf**ers I spent a half mil on f**in' stupid sh** Getting f**ing stoned Spent a half mil on getting high Don't even get high no more I just get by. I paid 5 hundred dollars a day So i'm not sittin'. f**ing retarded trap i'm in man It's time for things to change. It's time for me to really change I really wanna f**in change. I'll see you on celebrity rehab