Mack - My own personal hell lyrics

[Verse 1] I've been through hell and back and I made it alive And I strive to be the best and no I will never rest Until my story's complete so I leave my mark on the beat I'm on that David Goliath sh**, the hero always triumph sh** In the end so that's why I send you this message We're blessed to be on this earth at times I thought I was cursed When I was living through hell I thought I'd never see it through It was just me and my mama not knowing what to do The doctors prescribing pills trying to level my mind I was being labeled things like drug addict bipolar And all of this time I was trying to find myself My mama screaming for help while I was trapped in my own cage While the doctors was jotting notes things like manic depressive While I was trapped in my own prison a life that ain't worth living So that's when I was sent to rehab to learn about my addiction Not to d** but the things that was destroying my mind Like my self destructive behavior and the rage inside While I denied it to myself I didn't want to hear it But don't get me wrong though we talked about d** And we decided that the only one I needed was shrubs I mean weed, we know quitting's not what I need Cause without it I'd go insane with the thoughts polluting my brain So now I'm smoking every day its a healthy lifestyle And I'll never stop blowing trees at least for a while And the only thing that could stop me Is settling down with a girl, raising a family Or maybe the end of the world