Mack - Missin it or Lost Ones lyrics

[Verse 1/intro] I'm looking for the girl of my dreams There's a couple in my mind but they ain't what it seems Seems they got a man or they just ain't wit it Wrong place wrong time With my old girl I still wanna hit it [Verse 2] Lemme tell you bout this girl slim waist Cute face, nice bu*t, blond hair, drug dealer girl I thought she would've been the one to change my world With that loud and she smoked newports She sell me weed and gave me shorts She looked out for me when I wanna try cid Told me not to do it without her to see the kid But I heard she had a man so it got complicated Though I never went inside emotions still elated She seemed so perfect I guess a dime But dimes don't fall into wrong place wrong time I didn't care that she had a man I still want her mine But it wasn't meant so I put her on this song, damn [Bridge] I know that verse one girl is already taken But I'm still ready for her love makin' I'll wait by her slowly for time to make my move Kiss her soft on her stomach and my love to prove Time go by and I let time decide But for now this love is inside my mind Next girl is a friend from high school Special friend with special feelings But neither of us knew that we had it for each other [Verse 3] She was my friend in high school never took her s**ually But I knew I was attracted inside my mentally She was there for me when I had my brain injury My other girl left me when she could no longer take it She asked me if I was ok just to make sure I'd make it Never picked up on the signs I guess you could blame my damaged mind But she's still my friend and she'll be that till the end [Hook] [Bridge 2] Girl of my dreams, or so it seems Its safe to say we had more than a thing She changed my life and taught me about love Love got me addicted its the most powerful drug [Verse 4] High school sweetheart, makin love all the time Finally the one that I can truly call mine Love so deep with her I'm complete I confide in her she confide in me Together we are livin life happily In between her thighs and inside her mind But again the stars aligned in the wrong time My life went to hell and she couldn't stand to bear it She couldn't stand to watch her love lose her merit I couldn't blame her for leaving My sanity receding We were livin perfectly until my brain injury I lost my mind and stopped treating her right I think I might have hit her but I stress the word might I really don't know I guess my mind blocked it out It must be the injury to my head no doubt I would never hit a female I think she knew that wasn't me But the damage was done and there's no goin back B The feelings were there but I became too unstable If she ever calls back my love is ready, willing and able I dissed her a couple times in some of my tracks But now in hindsight I'd take it all back Because I love her so much and I want to see her happy She got a new man and I hope he makes her happy I hope he never treats her anything like a s*ut Cause if I ever catch word he know he'll be f**ed up I hope she knows I always got her back Even something crazy like the chinese attack I mean if her man beat her blue & black I'll be there in a minute to make sure to keep her safe She in my heart still, can't wait to meet her at the gate [Bridge 3] She had a friend and believe me she was fine Never fell in love but believe I fantasized About her and me and her together love triangle Ménage a trois we had a couple moments but it never lasted I had feelings for you but for me and my girl I got past it [Verse 5] Laying together in her bed all night Talking about the world and everything in sight We had a real connection eating eggos 4 AM But I had a girlfriend and you were her best friend We never had relations but our love could be creations Remember the time I walked in on you naked? Well it was more than once and no accident I was fakin I always thought about what you and me could do Treat you like my girl and skinny dip in my pool We got along so fine I wondered what if it was me and you But I was with my girl and there was nothing I could do ooh [Hook]