Machine Gun Kelly - LATELY lyrics

[Intro] Oh my god, Ronny [Chorus] Lately, I been having crazy thoughts (yeah) The way I'm living, sh** get crazy dark Tell me lately, why we barely talk (why?) And you know I’m tryna change, but it's very hard [Verse 1] Life's been getting to me, I just started smoking squares (I’m stressed) But they ain't getting in my circle though, we still prepared (forreal) I'm still dealing with some demons that ain't really there Grew up a screw-up, pierced my ear and dyed my f**ing hair (like dad) In 7th grade, I didn't have a bed, I had to share (forreal) The f** you think I go so hard for? I got out of there (I'm gone) Have you ever had somebody try to take your life? (huh?) Sometimes, I ain't safe from myself when I stay up at night [Chorus] Lately, I been having crazy thoughts (yeah) The way I'm living, sh** get crazy dark (uh) Tell me lately, why we barely talk (why?) And you know I’m tryna change, but it’s very hard (uh) Lately, I've been having crazy thoughts (yeah) The way I’m living, sh** get crazy dark (uh) Tell me lately, why we barely talk (why?) And you know I'm tryna change, but it's very hard [Verse 2] Look, I promised myself I ain't never going home (not at all) 9 years old, my momma left me in the cold (god damn) Ay, what do you think that type of sh** do to your soul? Find someone that finally love me, still I treat her like a hoe (that sh** is f**ed up) Damn, it be the sh** that they don’t know (that they don't know) I only smile in public just for show I know they tried to warn me 'bout my dose You know them kids be with the yay and now them kids be seeing ghosts [Chorus] Lately, I been having crazy thoughts (yeah) The way I'm living, sh** get crazy dark (uh) Tell me lately, why we barely talk (why?) And you know I'm tryna change, but it's very hard Lately, I've been having crazy thoughts (yeah) The way I'm living, sh** get crazy dark (uh) Tell me lately, why we barely talk (why?) And you know I'm tryna change, but it's very hard [Bridge] Uh, ayy, yeah, them demons ain't the only ones that's up at night Huh, yeah, ayy Uh, ayy, yeah, them demons ain't the only ones that's up at night It appears the mark of a human being Or a demon's, god save us Demons ain't the only ones that's up at night [Chorus] Lately, I been having crazy thoughts (yeah) The way I'm living, sh** get crazy dark (uh) Tell me lately, why we barely talk (why?) And you know I'm tryna change, but it's very hard Lately, I been having crazy thoughts (yeah) The way I'm living, sh** get crazy dark (uh) Tell me lately, why we barely talk (why?) And you know I'm tryna change, but it's very hard