Ma**ive Ego - Beautiful Suicide lyrics

On the road to my own self destruction Narcissism goading me today Never finding perfection Reflecting someone I'd rather be A work on art on-going My canvas about to peel I'll face those consequences They always said I'm so extreme Is the truth I'm hiding The veneer under my sheen Beautiful suicide Take a look inside yourself For the beauty you couldn't find My beautiful suicide I just need to find myself Somewhere on the other side It took hold, became my life's obsession This leopard deserves his right to change With surgical correction Chrysalis, my bu*terfly escaped Life's k**ing jar withholding The real me in such a state Breaking down my defences While sleeping beauty starts to wake Why have I been hiding In a body that felt so fake? Can you see my star Just remember me I will always shine Beautiful suicide Take a look inside yourself For the beauty you couldn't find My beautiful suicide I just need to find myself Somewhere on the other side Now I found composure Those good memories remain I would bring you some closure And visit you again someday Free spirit looking skywards Single feather floating down Pick it up and please remember It represents the peace I've found Beautiful suicide Take a look inside yourself For the beauty you couldn't find My beautiful suicide I just need to find myself Somewhere on the other side My beautiful suicide I just need to find myself Somewhere on the other side Now I've found my peace Don't be afraid If you want to smile