M!xTapper - Nights Spent lyrics

[M!xTapper] This is usually how my weekend goes Closed blue room All alone With a laptop Hooked up to a microphone Feeling strong & all mighty Not really Cause truth be told I'm feeling tiny & I'm so silly I over think too much Until it's meant to be. Cause nowadays My friends are going out without me I knew that something was up And now we're all screaming to the heavens that enough is enough. I'll think about it Then ill have second thoughts After it's over I try to listen to Obama & just move forward But I never do At least without looking over by back And realizing the fact That all my past friends were wack You said you'd always be there What happened to that? Who would have thought that you'd be Rolling joints and zig-zags & now your getting high Alone with a bunch of guys Who have no morals Meaning there's no meaning of life Towards that The nights spent trying to piece together my dream Like do I wanna save lives or sell mp3's. And I'm not looking for an easy way out I swear I'd go through my university years no doubt. I ain't trying to change paths Maybe this is all a phase Let me just do this math Quick cause it's due in a couple of days I'm stressed out Just want to scream it all out I wanna do both But life is feeling so profound Like wow I just need some time to figure this out right Alone in my bedroom Cheers to a summer night Hopefully I'll eventually see the light Cause the nights spent Trying to piece together everything is Numerously growing until I realize I can be anything It's my life I can do whatever I wanna do I just gotta live it right And as long as I can picture a future of me richer I know it's not about the money.. But without it were all getting bitter.